I guess I will vent about it on here, I honestly have no idea why I’m so bothered that the both of you deleted me when the problem was only with ONE of you not the two of you. It shows how unprofessional one of you really was. It’s cool though, I’m glad you’re both out of my life.Out with all the negative energy you both brought along(:
I honestly have no idea if I’m going to be able to handle a whole year of this. I have 2 officers, one of which is my ‘bestfriend’ who I feel have no respect for me and they just honestly hate me and would be much better off without me. It’s hard, and I’ve come home crying a lot because of them and because of this and I just don’t know if I can even take it, or handle it because it’s just so much to have your advisors and officers look at you like a failure, and feeling like a failure. I love this organization so much, but maybe I’m not fit to stand at the top and maybe it’s better if I step back because I honestly don’t think I can..I just wanna go back to being happy and not upset all the time because I hate it and I hate feeling like everyone hates me..and I wish I could talk to Iryna about it because I always saw her as the person I could go too but now I feel like she hates me too and it’s just upsetting that even when I try to genuinly apologize to someone it gets called fake and like it’s upsetting and I just can’t anymore.
